It’s always nice to look out the window
And see those very first few flakes of snow
And later on we can go outside
And create the impression of an angel that just fell from the sky

When February rolls around I’ll roll my eyes
Turn a cold shoulder to these even colder skies
And by the fire my heart it heaves a sigh
For the green grass waiting on the other side

It’s always winter but never Christmas
It seems this curse just can’t be lifted
Yet in the midst of all this ice and snow
Our hearts stay warm cause they are filled with hope

It’d be so nice to look out the window
And see the leaves on the trees begin to show
The birds would congregate and sing
A song of birth a song of newer things

The wind would calm and the sun would shine
I’d go outside and I’d squint my eyes
But for now I will simply just withdraw
Sit here and wish for this world to thaw

And everything it changed overnight
This dying world you brought it back to life
And deep inside I felt things
Shifting everything was melting
Away oh away
And you gave us the most beautiful of days

Cause when it’s always winter but never Christmas
Sometimes it feels like you’re not with us
But deep inside our hearts we know
That you are here and we will not lose hope

[Verse]
I hope it snows this week,
A snow flake on your cheek
Would make this Christmas so Beautiful
But that would just bring the pain
Cause things can’t stay the same
These Holidays won’t be wonderful

[Chorus]
I look under the tree
But there’s nothing to see
Cause it’s a broken heart that you’re giving me

I can’t figure you out
Is this what Christmas is all about
Cause it’s a broken heart that you’re giving me

[Verse 2]
I don’t wanna talk
I’m sick of all this talking
A broken heart wrapped up in a Box
This tear drops in my stocking

[Bridge]
I hate Christmas parties,
They offer me some punch,
But I just shrug
I hate Christmas parties
You and the cookie
Tray hear me say “Ba! Humbug”

Ful la la la la la…la la la la la la [x3]

[Chorus]

Just hear those sleigh bells jingling
Ring-ting-tingling too
Come on it’s lovely weather
For a sleigh ride together with you

Outside the snow is falling
And friends are calling yoo hoo
Come on it’s lovely weather
For a sleigh ride together with you

Just hear those sleigh bells jingling
Ring-ting-tingling too
Come on it’s lovely weather
For a sleigh ride together with you

Outside the snow is falling
And friends are calling yoo hoo
Come on it’s lovely weather
For a sleigh ride together with you

Giddy up, giddy up, giddy up, let’s go
Let’s look at the snow
We’re riding in a wonderland of snow
Giddy up, giddy up, giddy up, it’s grand
Just holding your hand
We’re gliding along to the song
Of a wintry fairy land

Our cheeks are nice and rosy
And comfy cozy are we
We’re snuggled up together
Like two birds of a feather would be

Let’s take that road before us
And sing a chorus or two
Come on it’s lovely weather
For a sleigh ride together with you

Giddy up, giddy up, giddy up, let’s go
Let’s look at the show
We’re riding in a wonderland of snow
Giddy up, giddy up, giddy up, it’s grand
Just holding your hand
We’re gliding along to the song
Of a wintry fairy land

Just hear those sleigh bells jingling
Ring-ting-tingling too
Come on it’s lovely weather
For a sleigh ride together with you

Outside the snow is falling
And friends are calling yoo hoo
Come on it’s lovely weather
For a sleigh ride together with you
Oh yeah, it’s lovely weather
For a sleigh ride together with you

Oh yes, I know this tension that you speak of
We’re in the palm of a hand making a fist
It’d be best for one of us to speak up
But we prefer to pretend it does not exist

And you can’t see past the blood on my hands
To see that you’ve been aptly damned
To fail and fail again

Cause we’re all guilty of the same things
We think the thoughts whether or not we see them through
And I know that I have been forgiven
And I just hope you can forgive me too

So don’t you dare blame me for
Prying open the door
That’s unleashed the bitterness
That’s here in the midst of this
Sometimes we live for no one but ourselves

And what we’ve been striving for
Has turned into nothing more
Than bodies limp on the floor
Victims of falling short
We kiss goodbye the cheek of our true love

Relient K – Who I Am Hates Who I’ve Been

I watched the proverbial sunrise
Coming up over the Pacific
And you might think I’m losing my mind
But I will shy away from the specifics

Cause I don’t want you to know where I am
Cause then you’ll see my heart
In the saddest state it’s ever been
This is no place to try and live my life

Stop right there
That’s exactly where I lost it
See that line?
Well, I never should’ve crossed it
Stop right there
Well, I never should’ve said that
It’s the very moment that I wish that I could take back

I’m sorry for the person I became
I’m sorry that it took so long for me to change
I’m ready to be sure I never become that way again
Cause who I am hates who I’ve been
Who I am hates who I’ve been

I talked to absolutely no one
Couldn’t keep to myself enough
And the things bottled inside
Had finally begun to create so much pressure
That I’d soon blow up
And I heard the reverberating footsteps
Syncing up to the beating of my heart
And I was positive that unless
I got myself together
I would watch me fall apart

And I can’t let that happen again
Cause then you’ll see my heart
In the saddest state it’s ever been
This is no place to try and live my life
Stop right there
That’s exactly where I lost it
See that line?
I never should’ve crossed it
Stop right there
I never should’ve said that
It’s the very moment that I wish that I could take back

Stop right there
That’s exactly where I lost it
See that line?
Well, I never should’ve crossed it
Stop right there
Well, I never should’ve said that
It’s the very moment that I wish that I could take back

I’m sorry for (Sorry for) the person I became
I’m sorry that (Sorry that) it took so long for me to change
I’m ready to (Ready to) be sure I never become that way again
Cause who I am hates who I’ve been
Who I am hates who I’ve been

Who I am hates who I’ve been
And who I am will take the second chance You gave me
Who I am hates who I’ve been
Cause who I’ve been only ever made me

So sorry for (Sorry for) the person I became
So sorry that (Sorry that) it took so long for me to change
I’m ready to (Ready to) be sure I never become that way again
Cause who I am hates who I’ve been
Who I am hates who I’ve been

Relient K – Be My Escape

I’ve given up on giving up slowly
I’m blending in so You won’t even know me
Apart from this whole world that shares my fate

This one last bullet you mention
Is my one last shot at redemption
Because I know to live you must give your life away

And I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity
And I’ve been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me

And even though there’s no way in knowing
Where to go I promise I’m going because

I gotta get outta here
I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I gotta get outta here
And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging You
To be my escape

I’m giving up on doing this alone now
Cause I’ve failed and I’m ready to be shown how
He’s told me the way and I’m trying to get there

And this life sentence that I’m serving
I admit that I’m every bit deserving
But the beauty of grace is that it makes life not fair

Cause I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity
And I’ve been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me

And even though there’s no way in knowing
Where to go I promise I’m going because

I gotta get outta here
Cause I’m afraid that this complacency is something I can’t shake
I gotta get outta here
And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging You
To be my escape

I am a hostage to my own humanity
Self-detained and forced to live in this mess I’ve made
And all I’m asking is for You to do what You can with me
But I can’t ask You to give what You already gave

Cause I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity
And I’ve been locked inside that house all the while you hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out, that might be the death of me

And even though there’s no way in knowing
Where to go I promise I’m going because

I’ve gotta get outta here
I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I’ve gotta get outta here
And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging You
To be my escape

I fought You for so long
I should have let You in
Oh how we regret those things we do

And all I was trying to do
Was save my own skin
But so were You
So were You