Now I know that I’ve been here before.
It’s the feel of defeat when it finally sinks in.
I feel so desperate.
The barrier is so thick.
Can I get through to you?
“Will I learn from this second chance”, says the man who was dropping his pants.
“Do I really deserve to live”, says that kid who was slitting his wrists.
And can’t you see that there’s still hope, and don’t you drown in what the world has told you…
I once saw.
But now I am exhausted from this mess, from this mess