The secret side of me
I never let you see
I keep it caged
But I can’t control it
So stay away from me
The beast is ugly
I feel the rage
And I just can’t hold it
It’s scratching on the walls
In the closet, in the halls
It comes awake
And I can’t control it
Hiding under the bed
In my body, in my head
Why won’t somebody come and save me from this?
Make it end!
[Chorus]
I feel it deep within,
It’s just beneath the skin
I must confess that I
Feel like a monster
I hate what I’ve become
The nightmare’s just begun
I must confess that I
Feel like a monster
I feel like a monster
My secret side I keep
Hid under lock and key
I keep it caged
But I can’t control it
Cause if I let him out
He’ll tear me up
And break me down
Why won’t somebody come and save me from this?
Make it end!
I feel it deep within,
It’s just beneath the skin
I must confess that I
Feel like a monster
I hate what I’ve become
The nightmare’s just begun
I must confess that I
Feel like a monster
I feel like a monster
It’s hiding in the dark
It’s teeth are razor sharp
There’s no escape for me
It wants my soul,
It wants my heart
No one can hear me scream
Maybe it’s just a dream
Or maybe it’s inside of me
Stop this monster!
[Chorus]
I feel it deep within,
It’s just beneath the skin
I must confess that I
Feel like a monster
I hate what I’ve become
The nightmare’s just begun
I must confess that I
Feel like a monster
I feel it deep within,
It’s just beneath the skin
I must confess that I
Feel like a monster
I’m gonna lose control
Here’s something radical
I must confess that I
Feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster [x4]
Welcome to hard times, back again like its never been
For the first time it seem to mess with my head
When I realize what it takes, can I relate
With whatever, but never will it drive me to hate
Could be the next guy that you take before I wake
Now I lay me down to sleep, eyes tight when I pray
This her is real life, circumstances make you think
Should I be counting my blessings, the next second my eyes blink
chorus:
Here in the Southtown you know that kid don’t play
Put it down it the streets, will I see another day
If I make it back this time, gots to hold what is mine
And thank God that I made it alive
One love it’s easier said than done
Can I rise above anything that gets in my way?
Like words you say, you let your tongue get loose
And when push comes to shove, I’m not used to walking away
I keep on looking up, because these times are getting tough
Tomorrow’s gone and it’s the same o’ song
Father fill my cup, give me strength to power up
A life to shine, you’re the diamond in this rough
It ain’t got to be like this
Don’t wanna throw up my fist, Don’t wanna be like this
Don’t wanna throw up my fist, I must resist
I talk at ease with you. The weather’s great, and my work is fine. We can discuss your health and my family. But when it comes to that certain name.
I can’t say Your name. Need You be called Jesus, could I just say God or the supreme power. Even thought I know Your words “I am the way, no one comes to the Father expect through Me”.
When the Jesus metal explosion hits. I will come to hear and see. My ways, my rights become Your way, Your will, from then on. I can’t be ashamed of Your name. Jesus, You’re so good to me. You calm the storm, now I belong. There’s no dead ends in You. Let Your name be the highest.
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So I’m the greatest of warriors! I spread terror with my war face.
I always reprimand sinners. Wonder when did I forget that…
God in me loves, He doesn’t hate. God in me gives, He doesn’t take. God in me is patient. Can I say that He is in me?
If He is not in me, I cannot love you. If I cannot love you, I talk of Him in vain. For my words will be empty for the lack of His changing power.
Salvation is found in one name. For this reason there’s no shame. When the Jesus metal explosion hits.